my mother

Today has been 5 years since my mother passed on its still weird to think that shes not here and i don't think there has been a day in 5 years that i don't think about her she was one of the most caring people that i knew i only got 18 years with her and there were times i took her for granted but she was always there for me she loved her family more then anything she had such a big heart she especially loved her grand kids it makes me sad that Allison will never get to meet her down here but I'm sure she got time with her up there and i like to think that shes taking care of the one we lost its still hard to think of the stuff she wasn't here with me for my child being born my wedding and lots more but i do know that shes always with us even if we don't know it she is. i still have a very hard time with her being gone more now that i have a kid and you always need your mothers advice every now and then she was are teacher are mother are friend a daughter a sister a aunt a cousin a niece a wife and the best mother i will ever have i know shes looking out for all of us and will always be there for us i still and will always love her